Dear Friends,
It has been a while since I have blogged and to satisfy those who keep asking here goes nothing..............We've really enjoyed our trip so far, not what we both had thought it would be as we were excited to venture out and meet missionaries. Hopefully finding a place that would spark our passion and take off serving. But with the fall through of most of our contacts its been more of a venture out on your own and see what happens. So far we've done quite well and are all ready talking about what we will do next as we realize what might have been better, or where might have been a better place to be as we learn transportation for each place. Transportation is huge when traveling, confusing in some areas and if you don't know what you are doing you are in for a real treat. Sheri and I jumped on a bus after our hotel clerk told us which one would take us to the train station so that we could reserve our train for the next morning. Well the smart thinkers we are we didn't even think to ask which bus we would have to take back and in what direction. So what happened.....we spent an hour getting on and off buses, asking people who didn't speak much English exactly where we were and how to get where we needed to go. It was an adventure after dark!
There has been so many funny things that have happened. I think I naturally find humor in a lot of things but really some things are just ridiculous. Most people know that I love wearing sandals, if I could get away with not wearing shoes the rest of my life I would be so happy. One warning I could offer you though is to not wear them on days that you are traveling, especially in Europe! I don't know what it is about dog poop not being picked up on streets and the slippery marble floors everywhere you go but if you are wearing sandals your butt is bound to regret it. No joke I have fallen flat on my butt twice while here! The first time was in Madrid Spain, feeling good that morning walking down the street with all our stuff to get on the train for Barcelona, and with all of my stuff I can't see in front of me very well. As I go to step around a gentleman on the sidewalk ahhh crap I'm going down. Not realizing what the heck just happened I look around and no joke fresh dog crap lying on the street and now on the bottom of my shoe. Not only that but a sore rear end to go with it. You know people always talk about God knowing our limits in certain situations, I've heard some say that's why people go through certain things, well that day I was believing. It wasn't a big deal that I fell, I could handle that, but if I would have fallen and gotten that dog poop on more than my shoe I think I could have died.
The second time was traveling from Barcelona to Switzerland. I had made it longer in the day this time as we were in the middle of our traveling day. As we were heading down the nice slippery marble stairs to get to our train platform it was like slow motion. I don't know how it happened I just remember thinking “oh no” and BAM the biggest sound you have ever heard. Poor Sheri was in front of me, all ready had made it down the stairs with no problem only to find me on the stairs struggling to get up as I have my big travel bag on my back. There was an older lady who had been going down the stairs with us at the time, she turned around also to see that I had fallen. I didn't understand much of what she was saying as she didn't speak English but the gesture of her hitting her butt and laughing let me know exactly what she was saying. Moral of the story, never wear sandals on traveling days!
Pretty much if you are traveling I hope that you have a sense of humor. A lot of things go wrong and there is no way of getting around it cause it is bound to happen. You can plan plan plan and something will still happen unexpectedly . We've missed our train due to not realizing our train was taking off from another train station and we've had our train reservations get made for the wrong day, leaving us stranded and wondering if we will actually make it to our next destination that day. But I will say that God has always provided and if you are looking to see where you are exactly on that whole trust line I recommend that you travel, it's a slap in the face.
I shared a little in the last blog I posted about what it would be like to live radical like Jesus' disciples did and countless other people who have lived throughout history. On this trip I've realized how much I struggle with the idea of balance. My thinking is very much a black and white way of thinking, I struggle with it daily, going back and forth in my head constantly. Let's be honest I think too much most days, I put too much of myself into most things and don't leave room for God to be apart and ultimately get glory through it. Ridiculous! The exciting thing about this time away from things is that it has allowed me to see things that were hidden away in the daily living. Things like fears that were tucked away and hidden and ways of thinking that didn't make any sense. Plus to just get a break as hard things took their toll, to find clarity in the chaos that was taking place in my own head.
I will end now as I've written so much tonight. But I will end with what I've been reading in scripture. I've still been going through the gospels. It has been so great because it brings me back to when I first came to know Christ personally and first started reading about all that He had done. The scriptures were so alive then, I remember being overwhelmed by Jesus' ministry and telling people “oh man look what He did, get over here and read this!” What happened to that passion? Somewhere in the time that has passed I lost that passion for scripture, but as I have been traveling I've been praying for God to use His word to speak to me. That I might not go back unchanged and that I might go back being disciplined. Anyway, in my reading I've been so overwhelmed with Jesus' consistency in loving and teaching His disciples. How many times do they just not get things and He would have to explain them over and over. But each time it was done out of such love, the gospel of Mark just really seems to point out that compassion and consistency in Jesus with His disciples. I contemplate my consistency in loving others and in my compassion towards them. It's so easy to get caught up in myself and what might be going wrong for me that day. To not notice others around me, to not take into consideration what they have been through that day. Maybe just even being open to how God can work through me to fulfill a need that day, its interesting. Consistency in loving others is difficult, even for the people that are really close to us. I pray I could be more consistant.
Thanks for reading, love you all and hope this finds you well. Many blessings....Amber